Uh-oh boredom sets in...

Goodnight Bullcreek You were the world to me Now you’re just a well worn postcode for the memories I drove down your road Searching for I don’t know I was hoping I might find Something I’d left long behind I stayed up all night thinking of ways to tell you That my whole life I been here waiting for you Now my heart is blind And I’m losing my mind When you love someone so much it hurts Stuck in two minds Under a starlit sky With the pitter patter footsteps Of the passers by While I chose the road The road less travelled by And sometimes its dark and lonely Living with all your if onlys But the hardest part of it all Aint the pictures hung in the hall
But the silent screed in the night Turning out my broken light I stayed up all night thinking of ways to tell you That my whole life I been here waiting for you Now my heart is blind And I’m losing my mind When you love someone so much it hurts When you love someone so much Really love someone so much When you love someone so much it really hurrrr hurrrr hurts When you love someone so much it hurts


I've been watching your world from afar I've been trying to be where you are And I've been secretly falling apart Unseen To me, you're strange and you're beautiful You'd be so perfect with me But you just can't see You turn every head but you don't see me I'll put a spell on you You'll fall asleep When I put a spell on you And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see And you'll realize that you love me Yeah
Ye-ah Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first Sometimes the first thing you want never comes But I know that waiting is all you can do Sometimes I'll put a pell on you You'll fall asleep When I put a spell on you And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see And you'll realise that you love me I'll put a spell on you You'll fall asleep Cause I put a spell on you And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see And you'll realize that you love me, yeah Yeah Ye-ah Yeah Ye-ah

These days you barely even say my name, Like you don't really feel the same, I'm wondering what's to blame, These nights I fall asleep wondering where you are, It feels like we're falling apart, And it's only breaking my heart, Cause if being with you means being alone, And never knowing when you're coming home, Then I guess I'm better off on my own, But I can't move on, Cause that makes forgetting, forgetting everything we've had Instead I keep coming, keep coming, I keep running back Cause I keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad So I keep coming, keep coming, I keep running back (I keep coming back)My friends say that I should leave you behind,
And stop wasting all my time, They tell me that I am out of my mind, But I know that what we both share is real, And I've been willing to deal, With the way that you're making me feel, Cause if being with you means being alone, And never knowing when you're coming home, Then I guess I'm better off on my own, But I can't move on, Cause that makes me forgetting, forgetting everything we've had Instead I keep coming, keep coming, I keep running back Cause I keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad So I keep coming, keep coming, I keep running back I keep coming back
Ma ma ma mama caught up, We done all heard the same story, Just different authors this book crazy, Always a lady looking for love where there's a lame, They might could be together, They fight to be together, Aight to be together, Shorty yeah he cheated, You say you don't need it, Turn around and leave it, Oh he back next week,
Fuss... Fight, And then the whole thing repeat like nothing ever happened, Dat was just rapping, No publishing, Shorty you knew that he don't got the same government,
Lil mama can't move on, But it's her fault she struggling, She can't... move... on,
But I can't move on, Cause that means forgetting, forgetting everything we've had,
I keep coming, keep coming, keep coming back, I keep running back
I keep running back to you

Who's gonna pick you up? Who's gonna bend your rules? Who's gonna be your prop? Who's gonna play your fool? Nobody know just how it feels today Nobody sees how our hearts break Who's gonna watch your back? Who's gonna reel you in? Who'll make surprise attacks? Who's gonna be there at the end? Nobody knows just how it feels today Nobody sees how our hearts break Who's gonna bring you round? Who's gonna let you sleep? Who's gonna break frown? Who's gonna fall down at your feet? Nobody knows......

When you are set to throw in your hand When you are far from home When what you believe is buried in your hands When you feel outgrown I’ll be the one to pick you up again When you decide you’ve had enough of it I’ll be the one I’ll be the one
When your speech is slow When your eyes are closed When you feel betrayed When your heart is frayed When your feet are cold When your sights are low I’ll be the one to pick you up again When you decide you’ve had enough of it I’ll be the one I’ll be the one

What's the time? Seems its already morning I see the sky, its so beautiful and blue
The TV's on But the only thing showing is a picture of you Oh, I get up and make myself some coffee I try to read a bit but the story's too thin Then I thank the Lord above That you're not there to see me In this shape I'm in Spending my time
Watching the days go by Feeling so small I stare at the wall Hoping that you think of me too I'm spending my time I try to call but I don't know what to tell you I leave a kiss on your answering machine Oh, help me please Is there someone who can make me Wake up from this dream? Spending my time Watching the days go by Feeling so small I stare at the wall Hoping that you are missing me too I'm spending my time Watching the sun go down I fall asleep to the sound Of "tears of a clown" A prayer gone blind I'm spending my time My friends keep telling me: Hey, life will go on
Time will make sure will get over you This silly game of love you play you win only to lose Spending my time Watching the days go by Feeling so small I stare at the wall Hoping that you are missing me too I'm spending my time Watching the sun go down I fall asleep to the sound Of "tears of a clown" A prayer gone blind

I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind all this music And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart It breaks my heart And suppose I never met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft Suppose I never ever saw you Suppose we never ever called Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall Just to break my fall Just to break my fall Break my fall Break my fall All my friends say that of course its gonna get better Gonna get better Better better better better Better better better I never love nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost In the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind All this music And it breaks my heart It breaks my heart Breaks my Heart Breaks my heart

You look into my eyes I go out of my mind I can't see anything Cos this love's got me blind I can't help myself I can't break the spell I can't even try I'm in over my head You got under skin I got no strength at all In the state that I'm in And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak Fell too far this time Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you) Well you whispered to me And I shiver inside You undo me and move me In ways undefined And you're all I see And you're all I need Help me baby (help me baby) Help me baby (help me now) Cos I'm slipping away Like the sand to the tide Falling into your arms Falling into your eyes If you get too near I might disappear I might lose my mind Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you Too lost in you) I'm going in crazy in love for you baby (I can't eat and I can't sleep) I'm going down like a stone in the sea Yeah, no one can rescue me (No one can rescue me) Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you I'm lost in you I'm lost in you I'm lost in everything about you So deep (so deep), I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you)

you want more space i want less distance you want more words I want less noise you speak in rhythms i dream in wishes we've got nowhere left to hide you see the sun I see the burning you see good things in everyone The closer my heart is the further my head is from you The more that I need you the less I can see what to do you want my hand I want the darkness you want the warmth I want the cold you walk ahead I walk in circles we've got nowhere left to go you see the sun I see the burning you see good things in everyone The closer my heart is the further my head is from you
The more that I need you the less I can see what to do

All that I have is all that you've given me did you never worry that I'd come to depend on you I gave you all the love I had in me now I find you've lied and I can't believe it's true Wrapped in her arms I see you across the street and I can't help but wonder if she knows what's going on you talk of love but you don't know how it feels when you realise that you're not the only one Oh you'd better stop before you tear me all apart you'd better stop before you go and break my heart ooh you'd better stop Time after time I've tried to walk away but it's not that easy when your soul is torn in two so I just resign myself to it every day now all I can do is to leave it up to you Oh you'd better stop before you tear me all apart you'd better stop before you go and break my heart ooh you'd better stop Stop if love me (you will remember) now's the time to be sorry (that day forever) I won't believe that you'd walk out on me Oh you'd better stop before you tear me all apart you'd better stop before you go and break my heart ooh you'd better stop

Gees....

I'm soooooooooooooooo bored
I don't think I've ever been this bored in my life
I'll be posting mere inanities like this for some time me thinks

Shit

Having no job sucks

Thought for the day

If a woman thinks she is sexy, she is
If a man thinks a woman is sexy, she is!




(note# written at 6:20pm, been awake for approx. 6 hours, still in my pj's, my hair is unbrushed... feeling extremely sexy :p all I need now is a man to think the same...)

Found this

Maha Middle Eastern delights with my chum

Considering my "situation" at the moment, spending $35 on one lunch is probably the last thing I should be doing, especially as I will also be out for lunch tomorrow as well, and considering I was out for lunches most of last week.... that's a lot of money spent on lunches.

Here's a lesson to learn, keep in touch with your friends regularly rather than always doing these "let's-catch-up-I-haven't-seen-you-in-ages" lunches *sigh* I didn't realise there were so many people I actually liked out there, where did they all sprout from? I'm going broke (and fat) just catching up with all of you :p

Anyways, I digress.. so I had another lunch date before I piss off to Tassie next week, (going to Tassie is probably not gonna help my financial situation but oh well). I had to make the most of the wonderful Melbourne Food and Wine Festival this week and we all know how much I enjoy food (and the occasional vino...)

And here's what I got for my $35 bucks at Maha

(Entree)

They called this dish "26 hour pork belly, apple, walnut tabbouleh with honey feta foam" I call this dish YUMMMMMMMMM
That foamy thing was interesting and if I could've licked the plate without embarrassing my dear friend I would have

(Main)

And this one they called "Tuna with harissa warra inhib with grape dressing and rice foam" but I would call it OMG THIS IS INCREDIBLE AND DELICIOUS
Not really sure why I got 2 dishes with foam while my dining partner didn't get any foam at all but I say bring on the foam cos I like!

No sweets this time (*gasp!* I know, I can't believe we both opted out of sweets this time) but we did get wine and this is a piccy of my empty glass of pinot gris next to a stunning bottle of lemony water to wash our hands with

Chit chat, good food, good wine, good company, good weather, can't ask for much more than that! Lunch tomorrow has a lot to live upto after Maha.

And after all this, I finally concede that yes, I enjoy food, but I really can't be bothered writing about it simply because there are so many talented passionate foodies out there who do a far better job but I will continue to photograph my food and tell people how much I love it, or not. I'll stick to what I know best - useless ramblings.

Earn $70,000 for hardly any effort

Earn a profit of $370,000 in 6mths or upto $1 million in 12mths!

When it's quantified like that, it all certainly sounds great doesn't it? Well, the person who told me I could do just that (and potentially more) really made it sound so easy.

Is it a job? Not quite.
Is it legal? *nods*
Is it risky? Yes and no
Can anybody do it? Apparently so.... they just don't know how
Can I do it? I'm not really sure - yet.
What is it? Well, can't let everybody in on the secret.

In 12mths time, if I have anywhere close to $1 million stashed away under a mattress somewhere (perhaps in my Spanish villa, where you will find me being waited on hand and foot by my sexy Spanish male servants) then you will know it all works, otherwise...

well, let's hope there is no "otherwise" to speak of.
12mths, $1 million. That's my goal.

On a different note, I did a bad thing today. I somehow managed walk out of a restaurant without paying for a meal... it's not the first time, and it probably won't be the last time and I don't know how I do it and I swear I didn't do it on purpose and I'm really scared that karma is gonna come back and bite me on the bum for this :(

Honestly, I offered them money for my food, I waved my money at them, I waved it right in their faces but they ignored me and my cash and proceeded to take another order.... so I waited for my food, and my food arrived and I gave one last vain attempt to hand over my money to no avail, so I walked out of there with food and money in tact.

I put it down to poor customer service and rude staff. The combination of these 2 deadly business jinxes always seem to benefit me, so I really shouldn't complain.

But I believe in karma..............................

I'm so sorry karma! I really didn't mean it. I'm a good person, I really am!